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So, here I am in Denton, Texas, sitting in front of my computer, feeling super depressed. Don't know why. Usually my meds help me manage my mood, but today has been a blue day. My depression seeped in through cracks I didn't even know I had in my emotional wall, and I feel such a sense of heaviness. So, what do I do on a day when I'm feeling blue? Listen to Blue October, of course! Somehow Justin's words and emotions cut through my fog of depression that numbs me, and I feel something, even…

As a teacher and a single parent, I find myself unable to depend on my ex for regular child support or assistance. Nevertheless, I would never tell him he couldn't see our kids. I wish he would spend more time with them, especially since he doesn't work, but he chooses to spend his time doing other things. That's fine. That's his choice. He has missed out on so much of their lives, though. It is really quite sad. The kids have noticed the choices he has made without me having to say…