difficult times...

the time is gone

Someone end it all for me this pain that no one understands is killing me. some one just stop it all before i go completly insaine no one cares they only care about them selfs dame selfish bastards! make this go away make the voices stop make this horrific pain be gone before i am.

Make it ok before i shake. im breacking down all alone his voice in my head youre voice to me. im lost my past and you. whats real any more im lost and youre the only one that can do anything but you wont not cause you dont know what to do. i love you and im scared if our future was already decided. what he said to me scared the shit outa me. i cant stop crying just be their to catch my tears at…

Im all alone again i need a knife so i can feel the pain that ive given to him i need to say good bye because i dont belong here any more i cant do it though ...... because no knife is sharp enoughf to penitrate the extent of my worries and problems.

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war will never change as long as their is a will to live so their will always be a will for war and violence even at the places people don't dare enter some type some form of war will exist(heart beats) heart beats only beat silent when theirs no one to listen hearts only exist when theirs some one who cares hearts are optional only their when need only their when noticed if you don't care its not their if you or someone else dose its their and beating its alive and beating just depends on the… Continue

Ive always said and done things to try to make myself understand but know i just say anything so i can fill the emptiness and not feel so alone even though i know i am but now i just say things ill now ill regret later in life oh wait what later

i feel so alone no one cares anymore all they what is for themselves to be happy but what about every one else i hate every thing now but i also don't why cant everything just DISAPPEAR axualy i wish i would just disappear then every one else would be happy happy im gone and alone burning in hell the place i should be now i just can take it anymore broken hearts should be left untouched and a broken will to live should also be left alone

people always seem to close their eyes to what they don't understand and their are many strange un definable things on this world but by far people.....people are the strangest of them all


Demons lurk in the shadows of the sun.
Angels lurk in the lonely shadows of demons and light.
They hide every where some good most bad.
But with every good or bad thing that happens.
Their always their to make it worse.
Especially angels their the worst of them all.

Do you know what it feels like to be this close to death. Staring of into the stars almost falling into their darkness. I never thought id get this close to the end. I feel like I'm slipping into the other side. I never thought id let it go this far its to much to bear. I'm closing my eyes breathing my last breath waving my last goodbye Cause I'm leaving the world with all I new and never ever saying goodbye.