Any Shade of Blue Will Do

So, here I am in Denton, Texas, sitting in front of my computer, feeling super depressed. Don't know why. Usually my meds help me manage my mood, but today has been a blue day. My depression seeped in through cracks I didn't even know I had in my emotional wall, and I feel such a sense of heaviness. So, what do I do on a day when I'm feeling blue? Listen to Blue October, of course! Somehow Justin's words and emotions cut through my fog of depression that numbs me, and I feel something, even if it is just empathy for his pain. Just got done listening to The Worry List. It's one of my favorite songs on the AMIA album.I know it's probably not a song one would hear a radio station playing, but I wish they would. I'm also hoping that Blue October will release The Follow Through as a single. I think it would do exceptionally well. I hope things get better for Justin, and he is able to build a relationship with his daughter. How bad is it when a mom wants to keep the love of a father and grandparents from a little girl who deserves all the love she can get? I know this post probably doesn't make sense. I feel so many thoughts vying for a chance to come out, and it's always a surprise which one wins. I think I will go back to playing Pogo Scrabble. I hope my game room is open. Last time I checked, it was full. Bummer.